Watch: A short lesson by Reb Yoel Kahn on Parshas Teruma with English subtitles and transcript.
Watch a short lesson by Reb Yoel Kahn on Parshas Teruma with English subtitles and transcript.
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Building Our Mishkan
The whole of this week’s parsha, Teruma, concerns the construction of the Mishkan: “They shall make Me a mikdash and I will dwell in their midst.”
The Frierdiker Rebbe issued the maamar entitled Basi LeGani for the day of his histalkus, Yud Shvat, Taf-Shin-Yud, and on every yahrzeit, our Rebbe explained part of that maamar. Citing the Midrash, it describes how the Eibershter was initially in the heavens (kivyachol), until eventually He “came to His garden” – He descended to This World. As the Midrash teaches, this was either at the Giving of the Torah (“HaShem descended upon Har Sinai”), or at the construction of the Mishkan (“They shall make Me a mikdash and I will dwell in their midst”). The Rebbe explains: After Sinai the Shechinah abided in This World to a lesser degree, but mainly this took place when the Mishkan was built.
Now, the Mishkan exists not only on the physical level, but also on a ruchniyusdiker level. Thus Chazal point out that we would have expected the possuk to say, “and I will dwell in it (besocho).” Why, then, does it say “in them” (besocham)? To teach us that the Shechinah desires to dwell within them – within every single Yid: Every Yid is obligated to make of himself a Sanctuary in which the Eibershter can dwell. It goes without saying that every individual’s avoda in building his personal Mishkan should follow the blueprint for the building of the physical Mishkan.
Breaking Out of the Box
Of what material was the Mishkan made? Its vertical beams were made of atzei shittim, acacia wood. What does the name shittim signify? And what does it mean on a personal level? The Frierdiker Rebbe explains: The root of this name in Lashon Hakodesh means both deviation and foolishness.
These two meanings are linked to each other. There is a middle path, the conventional path that people follow – the rational path. Indeed, in this lies the superiority of man over beast. The link between the two meanings of shittim is thus obvious, for to deviate from the rational path, the middle path, is foolish. One can deviate to a path that is inferior to the middle path, or superior to it. That is, a person’s conduct can be either below reason, or above it. The task of a Yid is to transform conduct that is beneath reason into conduct that is higher than reason. Conduct that is lower than reason needs no explanation. As the Gemara says, “No one sins unless a spirit of foolishness enters him.” But what is the meaning of conduct that is higher than reason? A person can do his avoda in an orderly manner, or in a manner that transcends orderly norms.
The Frierdiker Rebbe cites an example from the Gemara in Kesubbos: At weddings, R. Yehuda bar Ilai would twirl a sprig of myrtle as he danced before the kalla. So, too, Rav Shmuel bar Rav Yitzchak would juggle three twigs of myrtle as he danced. So eager were they to fulfill the mitzva of gladdening chosson and kalla, that they clowned in a manner that was wildly unconventional. R. Zeira expressed his disapproval of the latter amora: “This venerable sage is embarrassing us,” by making light of the respect due to talmidei chachamim through his undignified behavior.
However, the Gemara records, when the same Rav Shmuel bar Rav Yitzchak passed away, “a pillar of fire appeared, separating him from everyone else.” Seeing this, R. Zeira retracted his previous remark. His response is recorded in three versions: “The venerable sage has been well served by his sprig” (shutisei – his sprig of myrtle); “The venerable sage has been well served by his folly” (shtusei – because he clowned like a fool, to the extent that R. Zeira actually criticized his antics); “The venerable sage has been well served by his spiritual lifestyle” (shitasei – his customary conduct). The Frierdiker Rebbe cites this Gemara as an example of unconventional conduct that is higher than reason.
When Normal is Not Enough
The Rebbe, our Rebbe, analyzes those three expressions, and explains the meaning of the pillar of fire. The Rebbe asks: Why should one need to serve the Eibershter in a superrational manner? What is lacking in avoda according to seichel, in which a Yid studies Torah and does his mitzvos, all in a reasonable and orderly and conventional manner? The first answer: If a person were to act consistently, in all worldly matters, according to seichel, there would be no need for avoda that transcends seichel. But what if someone acts not according to seichel? All would be fine if his animal soul was in fact just as a Yiddisher nefesh habahamis should be, which means (as in Tanya) that he desires only permitted things, not forbidden things. The trouble is that he acts in a way that is lower than seichel. In such a case, it is doubtful whether by orderly rational thinking (“Such conduct isn’t appropriate for a frum Yid”) he will be able to overpower his animal soul. It must be met in its own style: with the obstinacy of am k’shei oref, and with mesirus nefesh. That is, with tactics that are higher than seichel. That was the Rebbe’s first answer to the question: What is lacking in avoda according to seichel? That answer implied that if we could manage with seichel alone, we would need no more, but since we cannot manage that way, we must resort to avoda that transcends seichel.
The Rebbe now gives a second, deeper answer: As stated in Tanya, the infinite Ein-Sof is beyond the reach of mortal reason. We can understand only such a level of Elokus in which the Eibershter has veiled Himself via tzimtzum, in a way that can be filtered down into This World. The Ein-Sof, by contrast, which is higher than the world, we cannot understand at all. But a Yid needs to connect with the infinite Ein-Sof, with the Eibershter Himself, and not only with the lower levels of Elokus that are related to seichel. And this connection can be made only through simple emunah, which reaches higher than seichel.
In Tehillim we read: “I am a mere brute, and know not; before You I am like a beast. And I am always with You.” The common meaning of these words is: Even though my mortal understanding is as limited as that of an animal, nevertheless, “I am always with You.” The Alter Rebbe states the reverse: Precisely because my mortal understanding is limited, “I am always with You” – because my approach to Him and to His avoda is not rational, but leaps over mortal reason. The Rebbe points out that this approach of shtus dikedushah is thus not a default option. Rather, it is the route that enables finite man to connect with the Eibershter Himself.
In plain language, what does this mean? Suppose a person has his fixed times to learn, say, half an hour morning and evening. One day he comes home from work exhausted, and he tells himself: “Anyway I won’t get much out of it tonight. I’ll go to sleep early; tomorrow I’ll do double.” Now, this thinking sounds quite reasonable. Nevertheless, a Yid’s regular study times should be immune to any such calculations. His kvius itim leTorah must be as planned; they can’t be otherwise. Plain reason wouldn’t lead him to that conclusion. So why must he leap beyond reason? One answer: This time he’ll allow himself one double session; the next time, who knows…? The second answer is deeper than that practical reason: If he wants to connect to the Eibershter, Who is beyond worldly limitations, he must conduct himself likewise: “I am a mere brute, and know not.” Calculations are irrelevant. When the current challenge relates to studying Torah or doing a mitzva, no limits stand in his way.
This is what is hinted at in the story of the Gemara. When Rav Shmuel bar Rav Yitzchak passed away, a pillar of fire separated him from everyone else – literally, “from the whole world.” Usually, when a tzaddik passes away, the Divine light is revealed to him more intensely than when his neshama was clothed in the body that had previously veiled that light. Nevertheless, it is a light that is limited by worldly parameters. The Rebbe teaches: In this case, R. Zeira saw a pillar of fire separating this tzaddik from the whole world. He realized that this was a new and unique kind of light, which is not seen with other tzaddikim. What made it unique? This light transcended all worldly bounds. So R. Zeira wondered: What is it that generates such a light? Now, the revelations that a person experiences in Gan Eden mirror his avoda while he was down here. So R. Zeira realized that this venerable sage had indeed been well served by his uninhibited folly, by clowning like a fool, because gladdening bridal couples was a favorite mitzva of his. This was why the pillar of fire separated him from everyone else.
Rising Above the World
The Rebbe takes this concept further. If a Yid simply lives his life according to the Shulchan Aruch, the Rebbe calls this “a worldly mode.” True, his world is a frumer world, but his mindset is dictated by worldly conventions. In fact, his world may even be a chassidisher world, but his mindset is still worldly. Chassidus speaks of breaking out of one’s own limitations. Whether regarding his study of Torah, or his davening, or his tzedaka, he feels an urge to break free of his box. And from time to time he actually does just that. And in due course, when he is in Gan Eden, he is rewarded proportionately, but only at a particular time or situation.
In the case of Rav Shmuel bar Rav Yitzchak, however, R. Zeira realized that for him, the pillar of fire was not a one-time reward. Rather, this was what constituted his Gan Eden. The revelation granted to him was like the pillar of fire that separated him from the whole world, because this had always been his spiritual lifestyle – shitasei, his standard mode of conduct, as in the third version of R. Zeira’s response. For him, leaping irrationally over the rational conventions of his peers was not unusual. It was his constant mode of conduct, and that was why his reward in Gan Eden was so exceptional.
Thus, just as the Mishkan was made of atzei shittim, so too, with the personal sanctuary of every Yid. His task is to transform the raw energy of the irrational shtus (foolishness) of the Other Side, which is lower than seichel, into shtus dikedusha, the superrational “foolishness” that enables him to build his own personal Mishkan, and then the Eibershter can say, “I will dwell within them.”